"But that's nothing to do with you, you do understand that, right?" Steven asked, to be sure. "You're not an in spite of either. You're wonderful. I didn't even know I could have this - "

Steven gestured to indicate their entire situation, including how they were sat in bed with Llewellyn's cat elsewhere in the flat.

" - before you came along." Steven sighed. "It's only I'm still getting used to things. I know it's nearly a year now but sometimes things happen and - and it hurts. The reminder."