"I can't trust my memories before you," Steven said. Which Llewellyn knew, even in this context, but Steven felt it bore repeating. "That if anything I think I've done I've actually done. I know I like being with you. I like touching you, being intimate with you. Showing you how much I love you with more than words. I may not be particularly fancy about it, but whatever I do is with my entire heart. For you."