"No, no, I'd never do something I was embarrassed by or ashamed of," Steven said. "And you never make me feel that way. It's more... certain words are too physical? For me it's about my heart. How I feel about you. You're handsome and desirable and I love being near you with nothing in between us. But if I were to say - I don't know. I want to bugger you up against the kitchen counter I, well, that's not how I feel? It's not about doing some action to - to get myself off. It's about wanting to show you how much I love and desire you."