Steven Grant / Marc Spector (Fandom High)

"I feel as though if I let it come too close I get overwhelmed," Steven said, not disputing Llewellyn in the slightest. "Oddly the grief I'm all right with? Not - I'd rather not need to grieve at all. But I understand it. Sort of wrapped my head around it. It's a loss, you mourn a loss. But there's so much else involved."